You
♥ Wednesday, October 2, 2013 @
11:48 PM
Ever since my feelings changed for you, the things you did for me never fail to make me smile. I'd get excited when I received texts from you. You started to have the ability to brighten up my day. And sometimes, not talking to you can make me sad. Therefore, I began to realise my feelings, mood, day etc depend on you. And I actually dislike that fact. I hope you will understand that I'm trying my best not just for me but for the both of us. Remember our intentions and priorities.
Most difficult one
♥ Friday, October 19, 2012 @
1:31 AM
I have no idea who you like. One thing for sure is I like you and you are giving me the hardest time to move on. congrats for that.
Responsibility.
♥ Friday, March 9, 2012 @
1:58 AM
Salam readers
i'm asking myself again and again. do i have what it takes to become one?
A friend: Yes you do. Ultimately, you know God has given you this position. Give it your best and don't think too much. Surely He will not give you a load too heavy for you to bear. So if He has Believes you can do this, why shouldn't you? ;)
Ameen. InsyaAllah
i'm a grown up
♥ Saturday, March 3, 2012 @
3:42 AM
Salam readers...
"You guys must take note that you guys will no longer be juniors and you guys are gonna be seniors. Don't be like Haziqah. She always wanna become junior." Said captain to the new committee members.
No. I'm not hurt by his words. But those words just made me think about myself.
I'm so used to being the youngest. I'm the youngest in my family as well as in my clan, be it in silat or class. Ever since i was a kid, i told my self that i should be grateful that i'm still a kid (at that point of time) because kids wouldn't have huge problems like adults. Well, that kiddy feeling had been with me...... until...... i reached poly level.
When I entered poly, a lot of things changed. Different environment, different people, different atmosphere.To be precise, An Unexpected Change. Well initially, when I was in my first year, i didn't have any problems in maintaining that kiddy feeling inside me. However, as i moved on to second year, i feel the need to get rid of my kiddy feelings. My second year life has been filled with a lot of responsibilities, problems oops i mean challenges and commitments. But still, I told myself not to let that kiddy feeling go.
And then one day, i had lunch with my friend. And we talked about growing up and the fact that the both of us don't wanna grow up. As we were talking about it, she concluded the conversation by saying "But until when?" meaning till when we don't wanna grow up. That makes me ponder.
I should thank those people who gave me honest views about myself. And there's a few more reasons other than what I've written, for my decision to be a more grown up and matured girl. Amin, InsyaAllah
Rahsia
♥ Sunday, February 19, 2012 @
9:18 PM
dia: So kau selalu perhatikan aku la ni?
saya: aah ye (was meant to be sarcastic)
Ya Allah! i shouldn't have said that.. :'(
honesty is the best policy? u sure? :/
♥ Sunday, January 22, 2012 @
11:44 PM
salam readers,
you know when people say honesty is the best policy, it makes me wonder. it is good to be honest like telling the truth. but what if the truth hurts? hurts a lot. Honestly, I'm not used to telling people the truth if it might hurt the person's feelings. I prefer keeping it to myself. but 2 days ago, i just let out a truth that hurt my friend. i felt guilty but at the same time i felt the need to do it. we've been keeping it for more than a year and i don't find it healthy if we don't let it out. and finally, i let the truth out. :'(
Maria Elena
♥ Saturday, October 1, 2011 @
7:08 PM
hahaha! i freaking love this girl. she's funny!! how i wish i'd have the guts to make vlogs like hers!
